Rainy Day...

下雨天了。。。

这么办？


我。。。。。。
好想你。。。

希望这一切都会更好。。。
希望你能明白我。。。
希望你会为了我愿意给我想要的。。。
不管是我不好。。。

希望你会好好保护我的心。。。
因为我真的不想失去你。。。

我。。。。
会努力用心去改变我自己。。
会努力去接受。。
因为我不想要有一天，
你不爱我。。因为我自己的错。。



我希望我们能坚持到最后。。。
理由很简单。。。
因为。。我真的很爱你。。。

Nothing is forever...

All love story begins with "爱昧"..
During that period, everything seems so perfect..
So sweet, so nice.. so romantic.. so caring..
It's just as simple as..

"I only can see u but no other woman"..
"U're my only beautiful one.. my eyes just could not get off from u.."
"I will ONLY say u're pretty, u're d best.. u're my everything.."
"It's ok u get mad of me, i'll say sorry no matter who started it.."
"I rather accompany u than going out with my frens.."
"I'll spend whatever freetime i have JUST to be with u..."
"I could never get u off my mind..."
"I'll sacrifice anything for u.. cuz u're just worth it..."
"I'll protect u & never gonna hurt u..."

yeah... that's alot more they can say just to get ur heart and be with u...
That's really true when a relationship begins, everything seems so sweet....all words...actions...make u feel as if u're priority in everything..
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What about after a year? 2 years? 3 years? 5 years? 10 years? 30 years? 50 years? or could it even be forever?

Can all couples be like an old grandpa & grandma who still hold hands after 50 yrs?

Come on people...
Girls... & even guys...
Don't be so naif..
Love is never like fairy tale...
anything can change in just a while..
Don't only live in ur own world..
Open ur eyes & heart to see further...
Don't just lock urself in ur own concept & thought..

If u r able to see further...
u have to learn to accept changes, critics.. & even worst of d worst thing that might happen..
U cant control anything...

All u can do is just learn to be tough..
Learn to accept many things..

Friends are seriously important...
Love is uncertain.. it might not be forever..
BUT.. friends are forever..

It started everything being so perfect... but will it end perfectly too?
Never make any conclusion too early..
U will hurt urself & be disappointed badly..
The higher u climb.. the more pain u suffer...
It's just d same for everything.. not to exclude love..
The deeper u love... the more hurtful things u're gonna face...

I don't want to think anything...
Just want to be happy...
Can?

爱是什么？

Dear Diary,
好久没在这update我的blog..
其实很想upload很多开学时的很多照片。。
但是ohm来厉了。。比较想谈别的事..

What is a relationship all about actually?

对你“的个好”罢了不一定 代表有真爱。。
你的男友或女友可能可以对你很好。。但是其实他的心对你没有真爱。。
另一个就是他可能对你不是那么的好但是他的心真的很爱你。。
可是。。。
女人要的是什么？我很肯定女人当然是希望被男朋友疼爱还有对他很好。。
有那个女人是不希望这样呢？

就可能因为这样，
女人就开始带很多Pattern给男朋友。。
比如说，
很常发脾气， 一点点就生气，不理不睬， 很小气，还有很多啦。。
他们的男朋友一定觉得很烦， 讨厌，要不然就想“为什么我的女朋友这样的。。好小气！”，为什么不想那个谁谁的女朋友比较大方？
其实。。每个女做到你的女朋友应该都会有这种心态吧。。
男人有想过为什么他们要这样吗？
原因很简单，这是想你注意多点。。 想你比较关心。。 不管你觉得你付出了多么的关心，他们还是会觉得少。。 除非，你真的做的很好。。或你的女友是一个很简单的人。。

来来去去我都是想讲。。
女人的心是比较脆弱。。
不小心弄伤一点就能留很深的伤口。。

简单的女朋友，其实要求不回高。。
不用你帅，不用你有钱， 不用你有很高的Edu，不用不用不用。。
这是要求男朋友会是一个很疼你，让你能可靠的一个人，对你好，真心的爱你。。
就够了。。

“你偷走我的心。。 我不会去报警。。这是希望你会好好的保护他。。”

Again?

MY GOSH!!!!

this is d 2nd time i "zhong shu" in this sem..
felt vomiting whole morning n evening today..
then i tried scrubbing my neck with my finger. who knows..
like 不对路.. can see abit red red..

at this moment.. housemate is d most important...
i went to find my hsmate to check whether it's really zhong shu or not..
she helped me "gua" and found out that its true..
thanks so much to vivian.. else.. tomoro i'l be even more sick..
not as bad as last time though..but..the feeling sucks..
i need to prepare 2 units for monday..
cath n vivian asking me to sleep..
how can i sleep peacefully?

Tired...

wow! finally done with 2 papers..
had a tough one today..
whatever is d result... i did my best..
im so exhausted now.. ate maggie for dinner..
till now im still eating tidbits...
very sleepy... super sleepy..
i still have 2 more units to go.. one d same day somemore..
whatever is it.... i must do my best....

Good luck to all my friends!!

Finance 215..

im struggling with my finance right now..
this unit is seriously not easy man.....

very sad o...
because i know i hurt my mum..
she's so worried bout my health especially..
but yet i cant do anything because i seriously have no time for other things..

Sorry mum...
sorry for making u worried...

very down.. first time being so fear in having exams..
fear that i barely can cope with...

女人。。口是不会对心的。。

女人的话。。

说没事。。其实心里也许是真的有事吧。。
不用男人陪。。 不是真的。。
不会心苦。。都是假的。。

女人说的“真的。。 真的。。”
是不对心里话。。
明明就是想男人陪。。。 有能怎样？

男人。。
要多多了解女人。。
因为女人。。
用远都希望男人自己去明白和了解女人的心。。
而。。。
不是每次都要他们告诉你。。 他们想你怎样。。

爱情。。
本来就不能解释。。
不是吗？