Find a guy who........

I found some sort of quotation, which i feel quite meaningful for all the girls..

“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake even he has to work the next morning just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who are not ego to hold your hand in front of his friends, or even giving a hug or kiss on cheek.. who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her".

Find a guy who are willing to listen to u in whatever u dislike him to do.. who appreciate all the handmades and presents from u.. who will never complain about all that he has done for u just to make u feel guilty... who will really care and consider about your feelings... who will try his best not to make u cry again... who will willingly says he's sorry.. who will tolerate with u.. who will make something for u.. who will keep trying his best to treat u better without query anything... who will be gentle to u in times.."

Find a guy who will put u priority in everything..even during in a relationship till u both are married with a family in future.. who will worry about u even u're angry with him in small matters.. who will not give all sorts of reasons defending himself for not able to do something... who will care when u dont call him for more than a day.. who will love u with all his heart, mind n soul,,,'”

“Love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with him/her more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.”

There are 3 great things in this world.
The first thing is for you to love someone.
The second thing is for someone to love you back and
the third greatest thing is for the first
and second thing to happen at the same time ...

*ps: if both are really meant to be together..

Hoping year 2010 to be better..

Without realizing, blog has become my place of sharing words in my heart..
Life at miri..during summer is indeed not bad.. quite enjoying..
Ignoring all d problems in year 2009 that i have to settle now..
It's really annoying and troubling me so much.. i hate it!!
My old house were broke in, so i have to find a new house..
All d money issue.. which nearly affect my friendship..
studies... and whatsoever... so spoil..

Most of d time, im on my own because not many frens taking summer course..
Bf? not free most of d time as he has to work.. yea, i can understand..
so... im mostly either spending time with myself.. or my bff.

Well, beginning of this year till now..
i've learn new things.. accept new situations..
although its kinda suck when u have to accept things u dont like or face things u dont want to..
but.. u still have to..
it's just u have to sacrifice or u choose to lose it..
and.. yea.. i really managed to be tougher..im glad actually..
i dont want to depend too much.. because after all in d end, i will only hurt myself.

My best friend is right,
nobody cannot survive without someone..
no matter how deep is that friendship or love,
it's still how u're gonna face n accept..
it's just on you... your point of view, your determination.

Sincerely,I'm really thankful for all that i have..
That's y sometimes i seriously dont want to ask for more..
but.. u know when something is against ur heart...
U hardly can control ur emotions, thought and actions..
The higher expectations u have in ur mind, dreams, the more pain u have to suffer.
Following everything according to ur heart will only hurt urself and also others..
being rational in times have to be considered..
eventhough dat feeling sucks..
especially doing things not according to ur heart..

I still could not really understand myself sometimes,
but im just doing everything i can..
I dint say, doesnt mean im fine with it..
im just preventing all d misunderstanding..
Probably im being selfish..
but it is no wrong to be selfish in love right?
i just hope everything turns out to be right..
but not "反效果"..

We still have a long way to go,
I really hope to be mature,
Not to have thoughts like kids.. "only in some ways"..
the difference is like...
kids usually cry n insist when they couldn't get to buy something they want..
but.. adult, will understand n accept d fact when they couldn't get to buy something..

This is life..
Not everything we get what we want..

Encouragement..

HaPPy mOmEnTs, PrAisE GoD..
DiFFicUlT mOmEnTs, sEeK GoD..
QuIeT mOmEnTs, wOrShiP GoD..
PaInFuL mOmEnTs, TrUsT GoD..
EvEry MoMenT, ThaNk GoD..


When U're down to nothing, God is up to something... =)

期待。。

今天的我在期待着明天的彩虹。。。

Silent....

There's just something that i cant describe in my heart..
Shall I name it an "inexpressible feeling"?
Sometimes, in order for things to run smoothly,
.....in order for situations to be calm...
in order for people to have peace with each other...

SILENT is the action that we should apply..
and... indirectly it means TOLERATE...
or maybe it is a way u can SACRIFICE?

好的开始。。

我真的相信。。
只要两个人都很爱对方的话。。
一定会愿意为他/她而改变。。


只要是真心去对他。。
他一定会知道。。。
他。。 慢慢的也会体谅你，给你你想要的东西。。


从我开始打开我的心慢慢去接受和了解他的那一颗，
我觉得自己也比较开朗。。
感情也比较稳定 了。。



我。。
一定会坚持走着去。。
希望你也为我而加油。。
我。。 真的相信我们一定会更好。。
我。。 也想信。。我们会有幸福的将来。。


你知道我很债户你。。
所以我能为你做的， 我会尽量。。
只是很想能够永远保护我们的爱情。。
我都知道你会比我想未来的更多。。
我只要相信你，就够了。。

人。。
原来只要看的开一点，就能比较快了。。。
感情都会更加好。。

i'm currently taking summer course in miri...
well.. to be frank.. summer course is real boring when there is not many ppl around..
not many friends around...

However, thanks to my lappy.. thanks to movies.. thanks to INTERNET..
All these really fill up my boring-nessss here.. and connects me to my friends and him =)

Trying to pack myself with many things...
most of d evening, i will go to find my buddy, Catherine.. go exercise with her...
without her, i think i'l be crazy staying at home only. haha..

well, everything seems to be fine since d beginning of year 2010.
Problems..always appear.. but... i'll just do whatever i can..

As for now.. i just pray to complete my summer and exams successfully..
and... hope to find a new house as soon as possible...
anyone of my friends who know any rooms to let or house for rent, please please let me know..
urgent..!!
thankss so so much..!!